you know in islam there is a concept called nazr which is a pledge to god that if you do so and so i in exchange will do so and so. it's somehow like trying to talk god into doing something for you against his will. being the traditional person i sometimes am, every once in a while, when in trouble i make a nazr. "ok god, here is the deal," i say, "you do [such and such] and i'll become a good girl."
for some reason though, he doesn't ever budge and that's why i've been a bit bad up to now. so dear god, this is my ultimatum: if you don't grant all my wishes i'll become a very very very bad person. got it?