Men are weird!
Why do men think that everytime there is something wrong, it is connected to them? I mean, ok, nice of you to want to be part of my problems, to share my pain, etc. ... but for God's sake, not all my life is about you. Please consider that the world does not and is not rotating just for you!!!!!
And I already know, you and you and you, if U read this, will ask yourself if it's about you.
For heaven's sake, no, it's not YOU!!!!!

Isn't it funny?
That what U do and say on purpose to make me jealous, actually makes me only laugh.
It's the small details, things said without much thought, that sting.
Your petty attempts make me smile: two can play that game.
And i have just more experience at playing it.

Enough to see you behind those doors and my heart already leaps.
I want to cover the few feet of corridor and reach you,
open those doors and say hi,
talk to you and look in your eyes.
Instead,
I walk fast and turn around the first corner.
My stomach is still in a knot.
My heart is still beating fast.
And it sinks when I look out of my window and see that now you are gone.
I am thorn
cause I want to see you but I can't,
cause I made a promise and can't breake it again.