Enough to see you behind those doors and my heart already leaps.
I want to cover the few feet of corridor and reach you,
open those doors and say hi,
talk to you and look in your eyes.
Instead,
I walk fast and turn around the first corner.
My stomach is still in a knot.
My heart is still beating fast.
And it sinks when I look out of my window and see that now you are gone.
I am thorn
cause I want to see you but I can't,
cause I made a promise and can't breake it again.