SO. . .

So you thought you could change and I wouldn't?
So you thought you could use me and I wouldn't?
So you thought you could do whatever you wanted and I would watch?
So it happens that you were wrong!
Unfortunately you never admit defeat, you never admit to be wrong and you'll never admit to have been wrong.
So I guess you well deserve what you get.

Icy cold

well I guess everything has an end anyway.
so here is to the new beginning that comes together with that end:

CHEERS!

Let's play

we will see who will give up first.
i can be as stubborn as you, although i think it's quite stupid: it's easy to be childish, it's more difficult to be well-behaved.
but if it's game, let's play. stupid as it might be, yet still a challenge. and i always pick up a challenge.

Get the hell out of my life!

Just get yourself out of my life.
You,
your lies,
your pretense,
your smug smile,
your fancy clothes,
your brilliant life,
your self-confidence,
your being above and beyond,
and please don't forget to shut the door behind you.

Have already been a too big loss of my time.

Once again: thank you for your cooperation.
As you can see I can be polite. At least sometimes.

i sit there for hours after you leave, stare straight ahead, and think. how did i let you go so easily? how did i manage to nod, smile, pat your hand and say "i understand"? how did i promise to step back and let you go free when all i wanted to do was to hold you tight?
why did i have to be so rational and so mature? why did i have to put myself in your shoes and look at everything through your eyes? don't i matter at all? is what i want so worthless when against what i think is right?
can you come back and tell me that you didn't believe a word i said? that you know i don't want to let you go?

Don't want to be back there.

No, I really don't want to be back where I was a few days ago.
You are not worth it.
Nothing is worth it.

Please keep you mouth shut more often.
Thank you for your cooperation.