Monday, March 07, 2005

i sit there for hours after you leave, stare straight ahead, and think. how did i let you go so easily? how did i manage to nod, smile, pat your hand and say "i understand"? how did i promise to step back and let you go free when all i wanted to do was to hold you tight?
why did i have to be so rational and so mature? why did i have to put myself in your shoes and look at everything through your eyes? don't i matter at all? is what i want so worthless when against what i think is right?
can you come back and tell me that you didn't believe a word i said? that you know i don't want to let you go?

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Damn us!
Why can't we do it the way we want, instead of the way that is "supposedly right"?
Why should we be so "understanding"?
And once again: did I write this, I wonder? Am I really going crazy or is it that we just are going through the same thing again?

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