Wonder

U wonder if I ever loved you.
I wonder if U ever loved me.
U wonder if I would have still loved U if everything has worked out the right way.
I wonder would I have been happy if I have continued to love you.
U wonder if we did the biggest mistake of our lives.
I wonder if it would have been a mistake to do things otherwise.
You wonder if I will ever be happy.
I wonder if you would have ever made me happy.
We both wonder. Do we? Or is it just me once again and I am delusional on the existence of a "we"?